Secondary school life.

I guess when you're sec 1. It's the most relaxed part of secondary school life. As long as you listen in class , you'll be able to score a decent mark for your exams. But sec 2, you gotta start working hard from the start. No slacking. Cause it's an important year. Streaming. Everyone will know how important it is to work hard to get into the course they want, so you gotta work hard too. Haha well, I regret no working hard at the first half of the year. My math grades were like crap though I score like 60+ for CT 1 & Mid-year. But I barely passed CT 2. That was when I was familiar with doing algebra problem sums . That was when I FINALLY understand algebra. It took me so long to be able to do it. But I'm glad that by the time it was EYE, I was prepared. But I never felt prepared. I'll freak out the day before. I always feel this relieve after math paper. I'm like ITS FINALLY OVER. 👏 What about science. Hmm it's sucked. Lol the day before I broke down and cried. Cause I really did not feel prepared at all. But I'm glad that I took effort to study and it helped. Chinese... Hmm I failed chinese. Hahahaha. 👎But yeap, I guess I improved alot. And I was really happy with my results overall. So people! Study hard! And you'll not regret. :) trust me, you don't wanna do last minute work! It's tiring! And yeap! I'm totally looking forward to graduating! Another 2 tiring years! 💪
30/11/12
2:02am
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Whatz happenin'

It's time to inject some happiness into my live. 😁 Alright. So yesterday I went online shopping and found an item that I really likes so I bought it :) also, I saw a topshop edge painted satchel idk if I should get it though :( it's like 60+ :(
What's happening: today I had math tuition from 3pm to 4.30pm.
Sat no tuition. Yay! Gonna go shopping with my sisters. I'm looking forward to that!! Really love shopping!
Probably during the dec holiday , I'm gonna visit USS. :) can't wait for that too. And also dec is going to be packed with bball trainings which are on, to prepare for next year's "B" division competition.
Yeap I guess that's all I have for this two months. Or maybe I'll go ice skating during dec, but.. Who is going with me. :( *forever alone* hahahaha so yeap! Just heard from my mum that we're going overseas for a few days. 👍 I hope we do. I need a real break.

Motivation.

Grateful to what ever happened in my life. Grateful to whoever left and came into my life. "Everything happens for a reason." So I guess whatever happens in my life, it's already pre-destined. I don't think I'll change anything if I can. Cause bad things always happen in life, despite how hard you try to avoid them, they're bound to be there forever. But we shall not avoid them , but we should overcome them. Cause no matter what happens today, tomorrow is gonna come. “ Smile like you've never cried. Fight like you've never lost. Love like you've never been hurt & live like there's no tomorrow.” That's why I'm going to do. I'm going to start everyday with alittle hope and alittle faith. And I'm going to tell myself "Everything is going to be fine." Cause just because something didn't work out the way you think it should have, doesn't mean that it's not going to work out in future. And whatever hurts me now, is going to make me a stronger person tomorrow.

26/11/12 23:20

Best.

I guess meeting you was the best thing ever. It hard to find a guy best friend who is actually trustable. And yeap, I'm glad you came into my life. It's sad how things turned out after 8 months. I guess I'll find it hard to forget everything. And I'll find myself reading thru our conversation over and over again. Cause I find it hard to adjust to it. Changing your contact name, changing my bio, not receiving a text on every 4th, not having something special to arrive, not staying up till 12 to something special. Not having someone who truly care about me. Not having someone who trusts me so much. Gonna miss everything. But, cheers to a new found best friend ☺

Frustrated.

I'm upset that my single Whatsapp conversations are gone. The stupid App Store just decided to restore my phone. I'm lucky that my messages are still intact. But my Whatsapp conversations are as important as my messages. Ugh. I just don't get why it erased my single Whatsapp conversations and not the group. The stuff inside the Whatsapp conversation is something that can never be retrieved by memory. 😭 why must you do this to me at this timing.

Hi.

Blogging cause i'm bored and i cant seem to sleep! I've been sleeping at 2+ lately. And the latest was 4! And now I'm having trouble falling asleep. This is bad. Now my body is so used to being tired at 2+. And guess what, I still have bball training tmr. 😣 I'm going to be dead tmr. 😩 Nooo and the training is going to be with the
guys. I dread training with the guys. Like seriously. It's tough training with them, cause most of the girls skills are far apart from theirs and it gets really tough when we're doing things that is of their standard. Ahhhh 😱😥😅😭but anyway I'm still going to try my best to keep up. :) good luck to me tmr 😭

Empty

Been feeling this way for a week. I really don't know why i'm feeling so emotion-less these days, I can't seem to find a reason to smile. I haven't been like this for awhile. I'm feeling what I felt a year ago. I really don't know what I should do to make myself feel better. These days has been so awful. Tell me what I should do to make everything better.

Basketball. 🏀

Been playing bball for 3 years i guess. I'm still loving it though. Cause everytime i ball, my mind seems to be cleared. It's a great "therapy" for me. I guess being in a court , facing your opponents is one of the most nerve-wrecking things. I still get very scared and nervous during the match. But once the ball is toss into the air. I'm a basketball player🏀🏀 though it gets kind of tough during the match, I still try to persevere on. Being a baller= not being afraid of what people think of you when you're in the court. So yeah and I feel happy that I'm told that I don't look like I play basketball. Hahaha is that something that I should rejoice about?