I am society.

Hello stranger!
So yeap finally got a little bit of time to spare for this blog spot. Okay just kidding. I was just too lazy to do one. Okay let's start. So.... it has been probably over 1 week after I got my report book back. Uhh lets talk about results, disappointed, but satisfied. Lol hmmm. Well the l1r4/ l1r5 was kinda bad.. Lol it's was 14/20 respectively. HAHAHAH don't judge k. Well, I'm interested in going into a jc, but I'm kinda afraid about the stress level. But for poly in considering to take banking & finance in np. Hold on. I know you're gonna say that I'm too far-fetched. But wait, what's the point of studying hard and not knowing what your goal is?? I also, this is a guy for me to work towards a goal, so I guess it isn't a bad thing after all. So yeap going on. The part I was satisfied with was my level position!! Cause I improved by 13 positions from being 28/145 of the cohort last year. 🎉 Yay. By now if you think that i'm boasting, you should totally exit my blog right now k. okay continue.. But after all it boils down to one thing, hard work. And I'm glad that my efforts paid off. All those stress out nights spent of revising my subjects. Those times I cried cause I felt helpless. Yeap, in pretty emotional. If I really studied hard and I didn't get the results I wanted, I'll just have a emotional breakdown. Ya call me dumb. But that's how I feel.
Can't be helped
So the fact that I failed Amath this time round and wasn't surprised & wasn't emotional about it is because I did all I can and revise before my exams, and I alrdy expected to myself to flunk badly.( though I didn't flunk that badly) So, come on people, get on with life. I don't get why you guys are saying like " I wonder how people fail alrdy still can laugh " seriously what is wrong with you man... You can't expect me to cry right???? Lol will thinking about it all the time make you pass your exam? No. Then? Yes I admit you can be silent and cry of whatsoever. But come on get over it and stop saying about the people who did not pass and still was able to laugh. Etc me, myself, I. And hold on, I'm not indirecting anyone. Calm down. I'm just saying what I feel inside.
Reflections for this MYE
I totally need to revise my work & diligently complete my work. Clear my doubts. Play hard. Haha
Alright that's it for tonight. 🌸🌸