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Thinking about it. I guess meeting you was heaven's will cause in the first place I wasn't the one who was supposed to be at that place at that time. So... Does it mean that if I wasn't there, we wouldn't met? I'm not so certain about that too. But heaven sure loves to make fun of us. Idk what happened to us. Did I make the right choice in the end by letting you go? Or should I have done something to revive everything? One word for when before I sent you that text "lost". I was torn... I asked you if you would think that it will be better for you if I let you go. But you didn't answer my question. You said that for ME it's better. But what I wanted was YOUR opinion. I wished I could actually done something. I really do. Maybe i should have insisted on hearing out your opinion. I guess we drifted to far away... I was trying to keep up the conversations all the time. But it all failed in the end. No, I'm not trying to be clingy here. In here I'm trying to express my thoughts x 

(to someone will always be somewhere)